A Lover's Complaint

You are an addiction I'm hooked to,
A habit I cannot break,
You are a nemesis that haunts me,
A decision I fail to take
You are the bitter pill I swallow,
My death and my heartbreak,
You are a jailor that chains me,
A tormentor that burns me on a stake.
You are the smile that wihters,
The sunshine that fades,
You are the hero with clay feet,
And the solace I crave.
In you i find heaven,
In you I stand depraved,
You are my ruin eternal,
My resurrection, way laid,
You are the love that kills,
You are my ultimate fate..