To Aloneness

Ever since that fateful day when you
went back on your promise,
Ever since I heard you say you'd return
to your former world,
Ever since you broke my heart
into a thousand shreds of glass,
Ever since you walked by me
without a glance as you passed,
My life has lost its colours and shades
and i dwell in a house that was never made.:
and in that house I live with ghosts
of a past that was mine, almost;
With them I laugh, with them i cry,
but away they flit whene'er I try
to hold them close, when I propose
they come alive, to fill my life.
Alas! My living days are done
a twilight ere death my life has stung
And in this eve i seek your leave
to sink with mu sinking sun.