Living Blind

Pains and pleasures
 know no rules
They come and go at will
In them I live and die
a thousand lives
Each day a new hue
Ever changing,
unknown yet known
I travel through lands
to find certainty of déjà vu 
Master plan chalked out
In hind sight  seen
Each hour a struggle 
to stamp authority
on life out of control
Speeding blind
To miraculous reprieve
Or end sublime.