This time it’s different,
A mute waiting
No decisions to make,
Nor arrangements
All taken care of
Only uncertainty
At change in status
That never happened before,
At a loose end listless
Role unknown
No need for rituals
To mark the end
Or perhaps a beginning
I know not which!
Just the internal scream
I hear it loud,
I hear it clear,
The unthinkable
Turned thinkable.
Insides churning
A different loneliness
More isolating
More complete
More defeating
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