I Wonder

Did you hold me in your arms tonight?
Or was it our past embracing me?
I wonder
Did we seal our love with kissing lips?
Or was it whispers of my longings?
I wonder.
Did our fingers entwine as we smiled?
Or was it clinging miseries entangled?
I wonder.
All the sweetness of shared togetherness
All our moments of love and joy,
Were they but dreams? Where they illusions?
Or were they secret hopes of dying hearts?
I wonder